emm

everything im about to say, are thoughts coming to my head:

im baccccck! dang it took me almost a year to return to my blogspot! and i was thinking about just creating a new one but, i have 4 followers and im not one to start from scratch! & what is twitter? well, whats the differnce? anyways, highschool is over! and i can not fathom (woah big word!) how long i have been waiting for this to come. senior year was one of the most roughest years i've ever had in my life! emotionally- it was probably the worse era of my life. i wouldnt say that ive been through "a lot" in my life... i mean, everyone has struggles and their hardships on earth. but for the most part (to my knowledge) life hasnt been bad compared to others that i know. aside from growing up without MY mom, this year must have been the icing on the cake. and i HATE icing. so that should set an example for how much i liked this year. theres so many emotions that i cant express through words..and still try to make sense of it. the memories within the school year have been amazing! but now im off to a different road, college. im honestly just trying to see where i can get myself in life. i stopped wondering why we are here & what really put us here. nothing in life is a coincidence. life doesnt come with a manual, so just let shit be. i think im done for now... ill write some deep shit that makes people think next time ;)